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hey bloggie-chan
how are you? must be missing me too much!!
hahahahahahaha!!
sorry for not telling you what happen for the last few months
maybe i'm too lazy to type
hahahah!

i tell you what happen now.
:D
i'm just starting new sem. semester 4 right now! woah!! cool isnt it?
feels like senior but not likely. hoho
and new room. 2 new roomates(naf and sue) and 1 old roomate(lieow)
so.. it's kinda kekok right here. hahaa!!
and supprisingly
the class started at my 19th birthday
emy was the first one who sang and wish me birthday
and then goes my father, my ex-roommates, tuuuut tuuuut...
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR WISHES! <3
thanks to emy for giving me domo plushies!! XD i can hug2!! <3 love love
ilyas for the chocolates. <3
sara and fatin for the wishing box, <3
ain for the guitar necklace and bracelet <3
wirda si pokok for LOOOTTSSSS of CANDDIEESSS!! <3
and for the future givers... i'm still waiting as you promised. :D
dan akan kelim jika x diberi
terutama meg dan maggi!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!
and also... hoping that... ok. enough
i promised myself i will not say it even my heart still wants to memberontak like
'kau jgn lah nak tipu diri kau!', 'bru kau tau skrg faz'
and i will always fight like this
'i will forgive for my each mistakes and i wont repeat the same one'
'this is my decision i made and no turning back'
'i am in phase of learning.. it's ok to made mistakes'

but now.. it's not me who matters
i feel sorry for emy
i'm scared that she will getting bored around me
i know how much she care about me.
maybe i'm also too scare facing the reality
i cannot give what she wanted
although that she will said that 'tapelah faz.. aku x kisah lah'
'kau ok x faz?'
i know she meant all her words..
but still.. things are'nt always go our way..
it will not happen like before anymore.
and dont worry about me.
just do what you like and have fun. :D
i'm happy looking at your happy chubby face!
HAHAHAHAHAH!!

LASTLY
maybe all the thing i said.. i'm ok, i'm cool. will definitely changing the whole time
hahahaha. human is imperfect especially me.. hhahaa!
who would known what happen in future and only Allah does.
i'm lucky he still loves me. :)