reason

hey bloggie-chan!

how are you lately?

i took some pictures so you know my latest news

there's reaaaalllyyy reeaaallly a lot of stories i want to tell you!

but unfortunately it's only just between you and me!

promise me ok! :D

i'm a part 4 business student now in uitm lendu, melaka

but still, i cant become matured

of course! i learn a lot of things that i never thought of learning it before

met peoples who i never thought that i would be friend with her/him

smile sometimes laughing remembering my school days

missing a lott my old friends!

gyaa! TT^TT

and when the time passed by,

sometimes i forgot who am i actually.

i forgot to become myself.

sometimes i wants more attention, and forgot how was feel abandoned before.

feels lonely is not obvious anymore.

so tell me whaaayyy i'm becoming like this?

greed? am i too greedy to own my happiness?

answer : YES. 

i'm annoyed with myself lately, i'm thinking a lot how can i find the real me.

but i still cant contact her these days. wonder where she would be.

ouh!

yesterday abang niez called me, and seperti kanak2 yg suka merengek

ye, saya suka merengek

dan merengek

and then told the stories..

he gave me explendid advises. he tells me what should i do.

or things getting worse

i know that.

but i just dont have courage anymore.

i'm afraid to lose my friends. although maybe some of them are fake ones. haha!

ouh! last tuesday my friends and i went to dp-mp-hattensquare

wirda and fifi bought new bag. 

me+emy+ayep thought wants to watch arthur christmas

but terbantut sbb 3D. hahaha. lagipon dorg puasa.

so, we went walking around~ cuci2 mata. eat~ and go back uitm safely.

from left : fazi, fifie, wirda, emy, me.

before goin out

me + jacob = <3 

at xiezidian(shoes shop)

count how much smurfs in there!

amboi wirda posing kemain lagi. hahaha!

p/s: i'm not sure what i'm doing now? fooling people feelings? what i've done?!! TT^TT